In the "Our Tokyo People," Nixi Well, Introduce Murakami: "His father is the son of the monk in Kyoto, the Chinese teacher who teaches high school; his mother is born in the commercial central ship in Osaka. The mainstream of Kansai "Nihochi also wrote that when Murakami went to the bookstore to buy books nearby, there was no need to bring money to inform the family name.
"My Generation Tokyo" Shanghai Translation Publishing House
The grandfather of Murakami is indeed a "great monk". He presided over the Anyang Temple in Kyoto, and there are many masters around him. Murakami has always said that he is a child of "Hanshin". The place where the cat mentioned earlier is Yuchuan. Today's Hyogo Prefecture, Nishiya City, is between Osaka and Kobe. Therefore, he said that he did not kiss his grandfather because of the distance.
As the son of Anyang Temple in Kyoto, the son of Haruki Murakami, Murakami, was village, and began to receive a monk's education at an early age. He was tied elsewhere by his father because of his poor family. After adulthood, the practice of three cold water drooling three times a day in the cold winter month was ranked among the young monks, and it was the best candidate hosted by Anyang Temple. He studied at Kyoto University, and instinctively left a place in the literary world with his accomplishments, but was sent to the battlefield as a heavy soldier. After the three miraculously retrieved a life from the battlefield, he ended the studies of Kyoto University and became a Chinese teacher.
Qianqiu Qiuqiu, who has been bumpy, has been working hard to bring enough care to his son. He will leave time to taught his son's Chinese language every week and support the Chunshu Expo Book of Chunshu. He hopes that he can achieve academic achievements. Kato Murakami hates the school. Murakami said frankly that until now, he would be scared to wake up such a nightmare like "in the examination room, and can only make white volumes."
His father's expectations, his father's back, unknowingly became a heavy burden in his growth. In college delay graduation, get married prematurely, open the bar without authorization ... At the age of 22, the relationship between Haruki Murakami and his father was completely irreversible. As the relationship was deteriorated, the two even cut off the connection for almost 20 years. After the achievement of a professional novelist, he did not take the first step in reconciliation.
In fact, even Murakami was surprised. After decades, the memories of his father started from two cats that could not bring warm recallations.
After being abandoned by his father and "I", he first returned home. Just like nothing happened, greeting the return of my father and "I".
"I suddenly remembered the appearance of my father that day: I saw the cat who had been thrown away by the sea and returned home in front of us. His surprise in his expression soon turned to an embarrassment, and then seemed to be relieved.
Today, today, he finally understood why his father was relieved.
Because his father was also fostered by his parents, this childhood pain was still unsolved until he was his father. Murakami himself, as the only son in the family, was carefully cared for by his parents, and never was "abandoned" by his biological parents like his father. So even if this experience is very short, reviewing his life, Murakami understands that it is difficult for you to feel the same with his father from the beginning.
"About everyone is more or less unforgettable and heavy memories. We cannot tell people a complete look of their true appearance in words, but we can't speak out like this, and then live and gradually die."
It turned out that his father also had the pain and helplessness inherited from the blood.
Abandoned cat is a hidden pain inherited from his father.
Another cat was the favorite white cat in childhood. I accidentally climbed the too high treetops and was trapped. After crying for a day and one night, I never knew it.
"Assassination Cavaliers" Japanese version
"This is another clear memories related to cats in my childhood. It also left a profound lesson for my younger:" It's much more rare than going up. "To put it more general, the result can easily devour the cause and let the cause of the loss of the original power. This may sometimes kill a cat or sometimes kill a person."
He finally understood why the kitten who had occasionally disappeared in his childhood later made him feel painful in his heart and make him feel about his father.
The beloved white cat disappeared in the dark forest ends, but he did not see death and returned.
The trapped cat belongs to the underestimate thing in Murakami.
The incompetent thing, because it can no longer be achieved, can not be touched, saw, and hear the desperate results, it will become a hidden pain in a person's heart.
My father also had an unexpected thing. It was the historical responsibility of immersion in blood and tears.
Why don't each father and son grow up with pain?
"If the father's military service was not lifted, he was sent to the Philippines or Myanmar front ... If the mother's fiance who made a music teacher did not fight somewhere ... Think about it like this. It really happened, there is no me in this world.
Like Murakami, every father and son have countless opportunities to miss in life.
Fortunately, we all chose to reach the opponent's blood.
"The heavy past in my father's heart for many years -to be used to use contemporary vocabulary, it is" psychological trauma "-the inheritance from me as my son. This is the essence of "acceptance" -or ritual. Where is the meaning? "
The hidden pain in the incident was inherited from their father from their father and handed it to us.
We may not be able to understand the meaning contained in this hidden pain for a while. We will be angry and puzzled, so as to deny all our father, from ignoring the love of blood from the hidden pain.
This is the same, as well as history. The accumulated desire is heavier than the first generation.
"Abandoned Cat When I talk about my father" is the first time Murakami talked about his father, self, memories and cats. After decades, he finally reached a spiritual reconciliation with his father.
Haruki Murakami finally talked about his father, self, memories and cats. The story begins with cats and ends in cats. Small things in life, string up the past of the family in the Murakami, and his personal growth experience. The calm book of Murakami writes the whole life of his father, and converts the long gap, break and reconciliation of himself with his father into visible text, and Showing to readers without avoiding the shaking and fear of his father's life has now become the confusion and anxiety of the world in Murakami. Murakami also wrote real history, reflecting on war, critical evil deeds, thinking about the opposition between individuals and collectives, and finding a relationship between individual life and world history. The identity of self -existence, the gap with the world, and the difficulty of undertaking the history of the family, the root causes of these village literature are displayed and answered in this book. This is the book of life that Murakami has finally wrote in half of my life.