Yesterday I went to see a movie with my family and my determination to run away was really hard to describe. This movie tells the story of a high school girl who wanted to take the college entrance examination in the 1980s. However, because her family was poor, she was ordered to drop out of school by her father. She worked in a factory to support the family, and at the same time paid for her younger brother's living expenses.

When she finally got married, she thought she would start a sweet life. She and her husband were in a free relationship, but the woman's parents were not optimistic about it, but the determined heroine still secretly obtained the certificate behind her family and the man's back.

The woman became pregnant soon after getting married, and followed the man to Zhengzhou and lived in a welfare house in the Water Conservancy Bureau where the man worked. The man promised to find a job for the woman, but was unsuccessful, but it did not affect the relationship between the two. The two had a very sweet life at the beginning, and soon gave birth to a daughter.

After having children, everything seemed to start to change. The man's concern and care are transferred to the children, and he deliberately emphasizes in front of outsiders that the mistress has no job and is just a housewife who takes care of the children at home.

In this way, the heroine became a housewife for the sake of the children, and at the same time she had to take care of her husband. The husband considered himself the backbone of the family and began to boss the heroine around to show his family status. Although the heroine was unhappy inside, she still endured it.

Later, poor relatives from the man's family came to the city. The man entertained these poor relatives generously and told his wife to prepare the meals. For the sake of her husband's face, the woman cooked ten dishes and kept herself busy, while her husband and his poor relatives enjoyed eating and drinking.

When they got a little drunk, they started talking nonsense. The poor relatives insisted that the heroine drink, and said that only in this way can she be considered a Henanese wife. The heroine didn't like drinking, so she excused herself and said she didn't know how to drink. The man felt that he was losing face after this order. The man was afraid that his wife would not give him face, so he immediately slapped the table. After the woman hesitated for a while, she started to take a small sip, and then she was asked to drink again. The heroine had to do it. Only then did these poor relatives let the heroine go, and the man felt very face-saving.

After the poor relative left, the male protagonist began to complain about why his wife had to cook ten dishes. It was such a waste. The heroine said, doesn’t this give you face?

This living condition lasts until the daughter grows up and gets married. The heroine has never even been to the suburbs of Zhengzhou a few times. Once she saw a self-driving tour on the roadside, she was immediately attracted to it and secretly determined to go out.

However, even though such an idea has arisen in my mind, it is very difficult to actually implement it. When her daughter gave birth to twins, her two granddaughters were given directly to her. This time it was as if the heroine's legs were tied up, and he had to temporarily give up his plan to run away.

She originally thought that her efforts would be appreciated by others, but unexpectedly, her husband still sarcastically said that her purpose of taking care of her granddaughter was not simple, but had some agenda. This angered the heroine. In anger, the heroine insisted on the hero to speak clearly, and even picked up the scissors. The hero was so frightened that he hurriedly retreated. Unexpectedly, the heroine stabbed him with the scissors at this time.

The heroine was sent to the hospital and after examination it was confirmed that she was suffering from depression. She was prescribed a lot of medicine and was discharged. But her husband was still vicious, saying that she was just faking it and that taking such medicine was a waste of money.

The heroine has become accustomed to these slanders, and she has become numb. Ever since marrying this man, it seems that I haven't had a free day.

The heroine is determined to learn to drive, he wants to travel by car, and he wants to leave this suffocating home. After all, the heroine was fifty-five years old, and her journey to learn to drive was not smooth, and she was ridiculed by the instructors. However, she was not discouraged at all, but practiced driving harder. After several months of hard work, she finally got her driver's license.

After getting her driver's license, the heroine wanted to buy a car, but the down payment gave her a headache. In the end, she decided to ask her brother for money. After all, she had worked for him for free for three years and she had agreed to pay him a salary.

As a result, when she asked her brother for salary, he took the moral high ground and laughed at her for ignoring the family relationship and asking him for money. The heroine firmly said that she was only here to ask for salary, not to borrow money.

Seeing that the suppression of family ties could not stop his sister from asking for money, his brother began to cry about poverty, saying that his business was bleak and he could not get any money at all.

This made the heroine feel very sad and desperate. What she had promised at the beginning had actually started to change her mind. She regretted even more the sacrifice of her youth for others. It was all so unworthy.

At this critical moment, the heroine's daughter saw her mother's difficulties, so she discussed with her husband and decided to help her mother, lending her 10,000 yuan so that she could own a car and drive it.

The heroine finally bought the car she wanted and was about to go on a self-driving trip. At this time, something unfortunate happened again. The daughter is unemployed and needs to go out to find a job, so the child has to be looked after by her mother. The woman agreed after considering her daughter's difficulties.

However, after her daughter found a job, when the heroine asked to go out again, her daughter suddenly panicked. The daughter said that she had just found a job and she had to perform well and not be fired. She should wait until she stabilized before asking to leave.

The heroine was very unhappy and refused to let go at first. She told her daughter that she could ask her father to help take care of the child. But the daughter knew that this father was not reliable at all, so she rejected the proposal. The heroine's husband also felt that his wife was ignorant and began to constantly blame her.

In the end, the heroine thought for a moment and agreed. However, when the heroine became a full-time employee and was promoted to a property manager, and her husband was promoted to a higher position and received a higher commission, and even the heroine's husband won a table tennis medal for participating in amateur competitions, they were happy, and only the heroine was still busy.

At this time, the heroine accidentally knocked over the table tennis ball and made a loud noise. The heroine's husband was not happy and began to blame her. At the same time, his daughter also accused herself of being too careless.

The heroine finally collapsed at this moment. The heroine said that she was going to go on a self-driving trip and was not willing to stay any longer. When the male protagonist heard this, he suddenly became angry and cursed, "If you have the guts, just leave and never come back."

Seeing that her mother was really about to leave, her daughter suddenly panicked again. She grabbed the heroine and said, I just became a property manager and I can't be distracted at this time. Just think of me as begging you, don't leave, please help take care of the children.

The heroine was determined to leave this time, so she said decisively, you can figure it out yourself. Then he packed up his luggage and drove away from this home that made him feel suffocated.

After the heroine left, she had no contact with her family. Everyone in the family thought that the heroine just ran away in anger and would come back soon, so they didn't take it seriously.

It wasn't until a long time later that my daughter couldn't help but call her mother. During the phone call, my daughter admitted to her mother that she was selfish and hoped to be forgiven by her mother. She could do whatever she wanted to do and she would never be a drag again. So the barrier between mother and daughter was lifted.

However, while the heroine was drinking outdoors with her classmates and friends, her husband called. My husband still doesn't care about people, but said that you used his car card when you ran away, and 81 yuan was deducted from the highway toll.

After hearing her husband's unkind words, the heroine was very sad. After saying something back to her husband, she hung up the phone. Then she transferred the money to her husband via WeChat and at the same time threw away the car card under the control of resentment. Suddenly she felt much better.

Nowadays, the heroine travels by car and shoots live broadcasts again and again. She is no longer depressed and her mood is getting better and better. She can finally live for herself.